Its been a while

Its been more than a month now that i have posted anything. nothing much to write about. Holidays are over as i go back to class today. Im retaking Media,Culture and Society again as my cgpa is too low for me to graduate and im taking photo comm for the 3rd time.. omg i cant believe i fail again. For the pass month i havent been doing much as i only go out on the weekends for some drinking sessions with my friends.
tats all for now.. cheers...

Its all over

Phewww i must say... having done all my assignments in the past few days has been tiring. Now that all is done i feel like im too free and got nothing better to do.
Exam is around the corner.... is next next week... on the 15th of July exactly 11 days from now... I havent got much to talk about nowadays.. and havent got much to do as well. My weekends are spend watching tv series.. im watching Seinfeld now...is old but i aint got anything better to do :P

After going to the doctor, he has now agreed to let me reduce my dosage of Risperdal to 4mg per day. I was having 5mg a day then to 4.5mg and now 4mg. It is good news to me because the more Risperdal i take the more side effects of the drug i get. Its killing me alive. The side effects is so bad that i cant sleep at times. Today is friday and tmr is my last class for Bahasa Kebangsaan. I hate that class because its in the morning at 9am. And its on a saturday morning for God's sake. I've endured 13weeks of Bahasa Kebangsaan now that im at the final week is kinda like a big relieve.

Im worried about the upcoming exam im having as i have not prepared yet. Hopefully i can get my self to study and then grace it without any problem. Thats all for now... peace out!

Its been a while

Its been a while since i last post something because i really dont know what to write about. Nothing special or out of the ordinary happen so i guess there's nothing much to rant. All i can say is that the voices in my head came back once in a while. It was kinda irritating having to get through with it, because it constantly disturb me. I cant have a moment of peace with it trying to distract me or divert my attention to it.
I went to the doctor last week for follow up. He said that i can reduce my dosage of Risperdal(my medicine)to 4.5mg a day in 2weeks time. So i guess that's good news to me.

Its been 6months and i still hear voices...although not as much as it used to be but still i cant sleep or even sit properly when it hit me. All i can say is that i hope this illness will go away faster and that i can resume with my normal life without voices telling me what to do or what im doing. My mom kept asking me to do chanting and that it will go away even faster, but im too lazy for that. For now i can only hope that it doesnt come too often.

And for college...assignment datelines are pilling up and that i havent even started doing them yet. Im just plain lazy to start thing off. I need a boost from someone so that i can get it going. Everyday im just sitting at home doing nothing and watching reruns of FRIENDS. I've watch from Season 1 to Season 10 now...almost finish!! Thats how bored i am.

Euro 08 has arrived and i dont really have the mood to catch any of the match at all...i lost the appetite to watch a football match... i dont know why... maybe i'll catch one soon when the good teams are playing each other. As for now.. im just slacking at home shaking my balls off. And thats all for now... cheers!!

Dateline,dateline, dateline

Assignments dateline is near and I havent yet done most of it. There are several more for Photo Comm class and 1 for Desktop Publishing class. The reason I delay and delay and not doing it is because im so bad at it that it scares me to even try. This friday is the last day to send in all of the assignments. Its the last day.

The voices that haunt me came back to irritate me yesterday. I couldnt sleep as usual until 5.30am. It was kinda bad.. i cant imagine having to go through that when im working. As for class i can just skip it. If im working then i wont be able to skip it as i please and that would be a big problem for me. Not enough sleep makes me cranky and is definitely not good for the health either.

I've been drinking too much now... think i better stop drinking for a while. If i continue on drinking like i did the last few weeks, the medication probably wouldnt work on me anymore. I dont wanna risk that happening to me because the voices,tremors and the anxiety attack is way too scary and is obviously bad for me. I couldnt handle it without the medication.

Week on Holiday

Well, well, well...finally our mid term exam's holidays. Its been a strenuous 2months in college and this holiday come at no better time. Assignments are pilling up as datelines are getting nearer and nearer. I've got work to do with 2 sets of photos needed to be send by me to the lecturer. Also coming up is the design of my poster for Desktop Publishing class.

Holidays are great but staying home all week doing nothing is boring. I'd rather go to class. Thats what i always tell myself when Im at home doing nothing. Most series are coming to an end or already ended such as Gossip Girl and Supernatural. Both are very good series to watch.

My birthday is coming... June the 2nd is the day. Dont know what im gonna do on the day it self though. Hopefully something nice turn up.

Another week at MOIS

This week i went to Mois again. This time with much much more people. Old friends such as Carl, Kian Ming was there. Around 10+ of us was there. Opened up to 4 bottles of Black Label. I was totally hammered yesterday. I drank a lot and it took me for like half an hour to get my self straight and drive home safely. When i reach home i couldnt sleep and i vomited few times. All in all it was a great night out again with the boys. The voices didnt really disturb me at all during my time in the club. Lotsa chicks there but i didnt go for any of them... just wash my eyes with them HEHEHE.

Back from KL

It was friday and i got on the bus to kl at 11am. I reach kl at around 3.30pm. 4 n a half hour ride. It was normal throughout and my leg tremors didnt disturb me at all. The bus company is Nice. It cost my mom around RM58 for 1 tix, it has since gone up from RM50. A huge mark up indeed. They gave us sandwich and a cake to eat and serve up to 3 types of drink such as a box of ice lemon tea, a box of water and half way thru the ride they offer us hot coffee.

I wanted to have the kfc located near the Nice headquaters but it wasnt there anymore. Apparently it was closed already. So i had to eat the nasi kandar at the KTM station. While waiting for my uncle to fetch us from there. I went to my uncle's house to rest for a while and had my dinner over there while i wait for my fren Wern Shen.

After Wern Shen picked me up from my uncle's place at Wangsa Maju we went to have another round of dinner because Wern Shen havent eat yet. Then we head off to RED BOX Plus in Pavillion. Pavillion is a new mall... a posh mall as Wern Shen said. Apparently his fren, which is a gay dude, is celebrating his birthday there in Red Box and he has to attend, so i follow along. The guy is Red FM's DJ Will Quah. I didnt sing at all or drink any alcohol the whole night. Half way thru the nite anxiety attack hit me and i couldnt enjoy the night properly.

We left early as i told Wern Shen that i wasnt feeling well... and we head to whack the super delicious Beef Noodle of KL. After that Wern Shen drive around kl showing me whats what and whos who of KL.

Then came saturday afternoon we went and get Burger King!! Things that i couldnt get in Penang. How sad is that... Penang without its very own Burger King outlet -__-. Then we went to One Utama to hook up with Wern Shen's friend Azrul. We lepak for a while in One Utama and then decided to go to Azrul's house and play Winning Eleven 08 on a PS3. He had only just bought the game so that we can all go play. How nice? lol.

After spending 2-3hrs playing Winning Eleven 08, we went to this food outlet on the road side called Williams. The food there was awesome. I dont know what i ordered as they have funky names for their food. I had chickens with mash potatoes though. The price for it is insanely expensive. Its RM20 for mine.. and the total bill for 3 person's food is RM106 including drinks.

Then we went home to get some rest. I was taking a nap and Wern Shen was heard cheering for Cardiff on the FA CUP final. The result didnt go his way as Cardiff succumb to a 1-0 defeat to Portsmouth. He woke me up at around 12 to go to another friends house to hang out. No clubbing for me as most of friends are out to genting and some of them just prefer to chill at home playing Winning Eleven 08 again. Wern Shen and Azrul hit some bongs while at their friends apartment.

At around 2+ we chow from the friend's apartment and headed to the Beef Noodle round 2. haha this time i managed to finish it up as i wasnt able to finish it on the first day. I had a medium size bow. Thats saturday for me. And on sunday afternoon we had nasi kandar at a mamak outlet called Kayu. I guess is the same management as the Kayu in Penang. The food was alright but it was expensive altogether. Living in kl for few days ...i spent around Rm50-60 on food. Compare to penang... i can probably gone through a week with RM60. HAha..

I then meet up with my mom in the Curve shopping mall. Then we went to KLCC to meet up with my mom friend's sister. I bought 2 t-shirts while at KLCC from TopMan. They was having a sale of up to 50% so i get hold of 2 tees. Then we went to Jalan Ipoh to have this Tai Lok Min and fried rice. On sunday night i slept at Aunty Angeline's house. Then came monday as we went out for a quick breakfast at around 10+am. Right after having breakfast we meet up with another friend of my moms at Mid Valley. We sat down in Coffee Bean for about an hour before leaving for the bus terminal at KTM station.

So there you go. My four days and 3 nights in KL. Thank you Wern Shen for your hospitality and hanging out with me for 2days.