I cant believe how time flies...from 1 week to another just like that, and here I am blogging again. My saturday starts off with me going to college for my BM class which i left after the half hour break given by the lecturer. I couldnt stand going through another hour despite protest from Eugene that i should just stay on and not go home.
I left anyway. Sleepy as crazy... couldnt help it.
During the evening i went to Northam Beach Cafe to have dinner with my mom and brother.
I ordered Pasembur... to my surprise it cost me freaking RM13. Its the most expensive Pasembur ever. i mean i picked like 4-5 types of food and the amount he charges me is crazy.. i cant get over it not telling this to everyone. Maybe he miscalculated or something. I wouldnt know. Well my mom told me i should alwiz check the price first before ordering anything. SAD =(
Then i went to queensbay mall to find my fren BERN to have a drink with him. No alcohol this time, only orange juice. Thats saturday for me this week.
On sunday while i was lying down on my bed, my friend Steve called, and said that he needed some stuff from my car to help unscrew the nut from his sports rim. But when i reach there, the one in my car couldnt fit the hole therefore i have to fetch him through farlim to get to a tyre shop to get the mechanic to come to his house n help fixing it. I also got my aircond gas fix while i was at the tyre shop. After several months of delaying i finally get it done with.
I might not be going to the PD rave anymore as i dont have any friends from penang to go with and that my friend from kl is going with his boss... n i cant tag along him.
extra sad =(.
Thats all for now... peace out!
Sunday, April 27, 2008
Tuesday, April 22, 2008
Lightheadedness is Gone
Its been a week since i last post anything here. Nothing much have been going on with my life right now. Therefore there arent much stuff for me to write about.
Today I went to see the doctor again in Adventist Hospital. Usual routine follow up to my illness. I was in for like 5mins then out again as Dr. Prem Kumar tell me to continue my current dosage of medicine as he could not increase my Risperdal because of the side effects that had been hitting me.
He also said that i should not drink again until further notice because the medication i take would not work if i continue drinking. That's bad news for me =(. No more KTV night out for me i guess, unless i opted to drink fruitjuice or Coke when i'm there. He said thats the reason why the voices are back to haunt me. Much less voices now compared to the last time. The lightheadedness that occurred seem to have go away completely as i do not feel it anymore when i get up from my bed.
Midterm examination is coming soon and i need to know the dates as i wanted to go for a rave at Admiral Marina in Port Dickson. The event is held for 2 days, on the 9th and 10th of May. With Tiesto headlining both days with Ferry Corsten on the 9th and Cosmic Gate on the 10th. I'm still waiting for my friends answer to see if he is driving over to PD. Hopefully he drives then i get to tag along.
Oh ya.. one sad thing is that my desktop is now having problem installing WINDOWS. Software or hardware failure... etc.. not too sure what the fuck happened to it. Have to send it for repair tommorow. Esssh I hate it as I tried endlessly to get Windows installed but it doesnt work. Fucking down!..And yeah i watch Forbidden Kingdom yesterday. It was nice with many fighting scenes. Although it look abit fake at times but still i enjoy the movie throughout. I was surprised they film it in english. I thought it was made in cantonese. Both the main actors looked old in the movie..But still they capture the audience with their fighting.
Thats it for now. Ciaoz the maos
Today I went to see the doctor again in Adventist Hospital. Usual routine follow up to my illness. I was in for like 5mins then out again as Dr. Prem Kumar tell me to continue my current dosage of medicine as he could not increase my Risperdal because of the side effects that had been hitting me.
He also said that i should not drink again until further notice because the medication i take would not work if i continue drinking. That's bad news for me =(. No more KTV night out for me i guess, unless i opted to drink fruitjuice or Coke when i'm there. He said thats the reason why the voices are back to haunt me. Much less voices now compared to the last time. The lightheadedness that occurred seem to have go away completely as i do not feel it anymore when i get up from my bed.
Midterm examination is coming soon and i need to know the dates as i wanted to go for a rave at Admiral Marina in Port Dickson. The event is held for 2 days, on the 9th and 10th of May. With Tiesto headlining both days with Ferry Corsten on the 9th and Cosmic Gate on the 10th. I'm still waiting for my friends answer to see if he is driving over to PD. Hopefully he drives then i get to tag along.
Oh ya.. one sad thing is that my desktop is now having problem installing WINDOWS. Software or hardware failure... etc.. not too sure what the fuck happened to it. Have to send it for repair tommorow. Esssh I hate it as I tried endlessly to get Windows installed but it doesnt work. Fucking down!..And yeah i watch Forbidden Kingdom yesterday. It was nice with many fighting scenes. Although it look abit fake at times but still i enjoy the movie throughout. I was surprised they film it in english. I thought it was made in cantonese. Both the main actors looked old in the movie..But still they capture the audience with their fighting.
Thats it for now. Ciaoz the maos
Wednesday, April 16, 2008
Movie day...
I went for a movie outing today with Jing and Roy, watching Street Kings. It was a great movie. Really enjoyed it. Keanu Reeves was awesome(one my fav actor) in the movie as well as Forest Whitaker. Imran couldnt make it in the last minute so yeah only the 3 of us went for the movie.
Its been awhile now that I go for movies on wednesday or on monday because i dont have class on those days.
Lets go back to my voices, hmmm... still there disturbing me as usual and yesterday for the first time i feel lightheaded (thats wat my mom said it is) I feel dizzy when i got up from my bed. It was scary because i thought i was gonna fall every time i try to stand up. I couldnt bend down as it would make me real dizzy and that it take quite a while for me to get through it. The head rush i get from it was bad and freaky.
Thats it for now... watching American Idol half way and the friggin rain is stopping me from watching ..aaarrghhh....
Its been awhile now that I go for movies on wednesday or on monday because i dont have class on those days.
Lets go back to my voices, hmmm... still there disturbing me as usual and yesterday for the first time i feel lightheaded (thats wat my mom said it is) I feel dizzy when i got up from my bed. It was scary because i thought i was gonna fall every time i try to stand up. I couldnt bend down as it would make me real dizzy and that it take quite a while for me to get through it. The head rush i get from it was bad and freaky.
Thats it for now... watching American Idol half way and the friggin rain is stopping me from watching ..aaarrghhh....
Saturday, April 12, 2008
Weekends
On friday for Photo Comm. class we went out for a field trip in Campbell street to take photos. It was crazy hot as the event starts at 3.30pm till 5.30pm. Even b4 5pm most people had left Campbell street and me and a group of friends went to have ICE Kacang and Chendol instead.
We left for the dessert without Imran and as we eat we were thinking of how to find him along Campbell Street. He was too caught up with taking pictures that we abandoned him and let him do his thing :P
We found him after a search or two... then we went back to the car park where Mike park his car. lol. He ask me how much is it gonna cost him for parking and i jokingly said RM5 ( which is a lot already) The bill end up to be like RM9 for 3hrs of parking and i was laughing my ass off when i saw it written in the board 1 hr RM3.
Its saturday again.. and im stuck at home as usual. We will be going out to my soon for dinner at my friends house. Thats about it for now... will rant more if anything comes up.
We left for the dessert without Imran and as we eat we were thinking of how to find him along Campbell Street. He was too caught up with taking pictures that we abandoned him and let him do his thing :P
We found him after a search or two... then we went back to the car park where Mike park his car. lol. He ask me how much is it gonna cost him for parking and i jokingly said RM5 ( which is a lot already) The bill end up to be like RM9 for 3hrs of parking and i was laughing my ass off when i saw it written in the board 1 hr RM3.
Its saturday again.. and im stuck at home as usual. We will be going out to my soon for dinner at my friends house. Thats about it for now... will rant more if anything comes up.
Tuesday, April 8, 2008
Week 3 in college
Time flies as i head in to week 3 of college. Photo and Desktop classes have been dull and boring to me. Nothing interesting took place just yet. This friday we will have our first field trip at Campbell Street. I hope it will be an interesting outing as learning Photo Comm. in class is totally boring.
I have difficulties learning In Design CS too, as i constantly needed help from Jing to finish up my work. I hate buttons.
Oh yeah.. and on Sunday night i went out for a drinking session. Voices filled my head when I reached Gurney Hotel KTV. (a place i used to hangout alot). I taste my first drink of alcohol in 4months+. It was nice.... me and my friend had Chivas(Whisky) that night. We played dice poker all night long. I was HIGH, nuff said.
My mom called and kept asking me not to drink. Sweat. But i drank anyway. I left the KTV at around 11.30pm and went to Ali Mamak and have my supper. I had Roti Hong Kong with Sausages n Cheese. It was mediocre at most i would say. I reached home at around 12.30am. I had difficulties sleeping at first then i went online instead. I finally went to bed after an hour of chit chatting online.
I have difficulties learning In Design CS too, as i constantly needed help from Jing to finish up my work. I hate buttons.
Oh yeah.. and on Sunday night i went out for a drinking session. Voices filled my head when I reached Gurney Hotel KTV. (a place i used to hangout alot). I taste my first drink of alcohol in 4months+. It was nice.... me and my friend had Chivas(Whisky) that night. We played dice poker all night long. I was HIGH, nuff said.
My mom called and kept asking me not to drink. Sweat. But i drank anyway. I left the KTV at around 11.30pm and went to Ali Mamak and have my supper. I had Roti Hong Kong with Sausages n Cheese. It was mediocre at most i would say. I reached home at around 12.30am. I had difficulties sleeping at first then i went online instead. I finally went to bed after an hour of chit chatting online.
Saturday, April 5, 2008
Game testing...
HAHA with newly upgraded pc comes new games to test. I bought Hellgate London at first.. but it couldnt install in my pc so i went to change the cd today.. but its still not working properly. I got no idea why. My com hangs when i insert the cd. So i'll have to go change again for the 2nd time, hopefully it will work then.
Then i bought CRYSIS n ASSASINS CREED... both game performs well with my current pc.. muahahahah ... very happy although i didnt play much of the game just yet.
I went to Infogate again today thought that my ram was in store.. but it turn out that the guy had it all mix up. He thought the ram had arrived. So to make it up to me he will now send the ram to my house and have RM5 taken off the original price of the ram! YAY!! Theres no need for me to drive all over to pulau tikus to get it anymore.
Then i bought CRYSIS n ASSASINS CREED... both game performs well with my current pc.. muahahahah ... very happy although i didnt play much of the game just yet.
I went to Infogate again today thought that my ram was in store.. but it turn out that the guy had it all mix up. He thought the ram had arrived. So to make it up to me he will now send the ram to my house and have RM5 taken off the original price of the ram! YAY!! Theres no need for me to drive all over to pulau tikus to get it anymore.
Friday, April 4, 2008
So close yet so far
The wait for my new graphic card has ended as i went over to Infogate's office to collect my new card. All seems well until i found out that my pc is actually running on 2 512mb DDR400 ram. Which means i cant add another 1gb DDR2 ram because it need to be both of the same capacity to run.
So there you go...after all the hassle i thought i could finally enjoy my pc with newly upgraded graphic cards n ram, it didnt happen. So now i'll have to get 2 1gb DDR2 rams instead. That would cost me RM130 a piece. Well the wait is there again for the ram to be ordered by Infogate.
I didnt sleep well last nite as i suffered anxiety attack again. It was so disruptive that i stay awake till 6 am in the morning and eventually fell asleep till around 11am.
As for today.... the class has been dull as there are no lecture and we are sent to take photographs of alphabets. We are being let off early by Aaron Goh, thats the only bright side of today's class anyway.
So there you go...after all the hassle i thought i could finally enjoy my pc with newly upgraded graphic cards n ram, it didnt happen. So now i'll have to get 2 1gb DDR2 rams instead. That would cost me RM130 a piece. Well the wait is there again for the ram to be ordered by Infogate.
I didnt sleep well last nite as i suffered anxiety attack again. It was so disruptive that i stay awake till 6 am in the morning and eventually fell asleep till around 11am.
As for today.... the class has been dull as there are no lecture and we are sent to take photographs of alphabets. We are being let off early by Aaron Goh, thats the only bright side of today's class anyway.
Thursday, April 3, 2008
Back Home on Thursday evening
Im back home after my 3hr class ends. Today's class was just creating an IPOD of our own with the picture of our favorite item. I chose my pc. Well i dont know what else to choose.
The work was done, it took me quite a while to finish it though as i seek help from Jing,Imran and Deborah.
Anxiety attack struck me again when im trying to sleep. Is not as bad as it used to be. But i still cant get my self to sleep as i cant breathe properly when it hits me. So i thought maybe this is a good time to blog.
The side effects of the medication im taking is very bad and that anxiety attack is only one of the many side effects that i fucking "KENA". Restlessness such as tremors and nervousness are also included in the mix to torture me.
But as im typing now... the anxiety gets less n less and eventually subside.
To overcome the anxiety attack i have to concentrate and focus on one thing at a time.
Hopefully tomorrow will be a good day as i awaits the arrival of my new graphic card!!!! I cant stop but stress so much on it because i really am looking forward to playing some of the latest games that i strive for.
Games such as Assassins Creed, Hellgate London, Crisis...Gears of War are some of the titles im looking forward to play.
I HAVE CLASS ON SATURDAY, and thats fucked up...... i hate waking up early on a saturday morning. There goes my friday night outing for 4 fucking months to come. Its friggin 9am - 12pm BM class. Its been so long since i last wrote anything in BM. Its been like 6yrs since i last written anything in BM and that was during my SPM year. I dont get it as to why do we still have to learn BM when we already graduated high school. Yeah i know this is only for those who doesnt get a credit for BM. But still its fucking ridiculous for me to take it now as i dont need it for my future endeavors. Maybe i do but i dont know. I just hate it so much that i already despise the subject even before i take it.
The work was done, it took me quite a while to finish it though as i seek help from Jing,Imran and Deborah.
Anxiety attack struck me again when im trying to sleep. Is not as bad as it used to be. But i still cant get my self to sleep as i cant breathe properly when it hits me. So i thought maybe this is a good time to blog.
The side effects of the medication im taking is very bad and that anxiety attack is only one of the many side effects that i fucking "KENA". Restlessness such as tremors and nervousness are also included in the mix to torture me.
But as im typing now... the anxiety gets less n less and eventually subside.
To overcome the anxiety attack i have to concentrate and focus on one thing at a time.
Hopefully tomorrow will be a good day as i awaits the arrival of my new graphic card!!!! I cant stop but stress so much on it because i really am looking forward to playing some of the latest games that i strive for.
Games such as Assassins Creed, Hellgate London, Crisis...Gears of War are some of the titles im looking forward to play.
I HAVE CLASS ON SATURDAY, and thats fucked up...... i hate waking up early on a saturday morning. There goes my friday night outing for 4 fucking months to come. Its friggin 9am - 12pm BM class. Its been so long since i last wrote anything in BM. Its been like 6yrs since i last written anything in BM and that was during my SPM year. I dont get it as to why do we still have to learn BM when we already graduated high school. Yeah i know this is only for those who doesnt get a credit for BM. But still its fucking ridiculous for me to take it now as i dont need it for my future endeavors. Maybe i do but i dont know. I just hate it so much that i already despise the subject even before i take it.
Another day at work
Im now in class doing my Deskstop Publishing work with InDesign CS. I hate using it, and yeah thats the bottom line.
I'm no good with any of the Adobes programs wat so ever. Im totally confused with all the buttons and keys.
I woke up today with the message of my new graphic card has arrived. But it turned out to be the wrong one because what I ordered was 512mb and what the guy got in hand was a 256mb card. So there you go.. i'll have to wait for another day. I cant believe it... its such a simple task ordering a card and they got it all mix up so easily. Im like fuck? 1 more day?
The dude ask me if i wanted the 256mb card instead or wait for another day.. well of course i'll wait. He just wanna get rid of the card he didnt order right or saves up petrol for the supplier. :P
I'm no good with any of the Adobes programs wat so ever. Im totally confused with all the buttons and keys.
I woke up today with the message of my new graphic card has arrived. But it turned out to be the wrong one because what I ordered was 512mb and what the guy got in hand was a 256mb card. So there you go.. i'll have to wait for another day. I cant believe it... its such a simple task ordering a card and they got it all mix up so easily. Im like fuck? 1 more day?
The dude ask me if i wanted the 256mb card instead or wait for another day.. well of course i'll wait. He just wanna get rid of the card he didnt order right or saves up petrol for the supplier. :P
Tuesday, April 1, 2008
Tuesday's blue
Well let me start today's ranting with what's going on with my voices. There has been very little voices today, so im glad it didnt interfere with me trying to pay attention in class or interacting with anyone. Sometimes its so bad i just couldnt face anyone. (yah like i pay attention in class, but i do, i really really do!!)
Today has been mediocre at most as both classes are lecture classes and there hasnt been any work going on for me to indulge in. Nothing much is done today as I was dissapointed that i couldnt get my desktop upgraded today.
Yeah... Im upgrading my desktop .. haha for gaming of course (duh!)
1gb Kingmax ram n nVidia Geforce 8600GT 512mb graphic card is on the way.
I should have called the sale person of Infogate earlier as he need to order the graphic card, and it takes like 2 days to arrive. So now i'll have to wait till Thursday to get it done with.
So many games that i have been longing to play will be able to play by the time my pc is upgraded!!!
Oh yah and today sitting beside wendy was a mistake as i went through another day of "girl-abuse-guy" . (HAHA if she read this, she's gonna be like wtf?) The random hitting and slapping comes without warning, its dangerous sitting with them nowadays... any girl for that matter.
Today is April Fool day... nothing happen in college anyway.. no pranks no bluffs no headaches. Not that i know off anyway. Is like no one care if its April Fool anymore. We are more into it when we were younger as what Wendy told me of her experience in class. As we grow older and older this kinda days are less and less meaningful to us. Not like we give a shit about Easter sunday or anything but thats just life, isnt it? We got much more meaningful things to worry about than April Fool.
Alright thats it for today, i guess... if i have anything else to say then i'll probably start a new post.
Today has been mediocre at most as both classes are lecture classes and there hasnt been any work going on for me to indulge in. Nothing much is done today as I was dissapointed that i couldnt get my desktop upgraded today.
Yeah... Im upgrading my desktop .. haha for gaming of course (duh!)
1gb Kingmax ram n nVidia Geforce 8600GT 512mb graphic card is on the way.
I should have called the sale person of Infogate earlier as he need to order the graphic card, and it takes like 2 days to arrive. So now i'll have to wait till Thursday to get it done with.
So many games that i have been longing to play will be able to play by the time my pc is upgraded!!!
Oh yah and today sitting beside wendy was a mistake as i went through another day of "girl-abuse-guy" . (HAHA if she read this, she's gonna be like wtf?) The random hitting and slapping comes without warning, its dangerous sitting with them nowadays... any girl for that matter.
Today is April Fool day... nothing happen in college anyway.. no pranks no bluffs no headaches. Not that i know off anyway. Is like no one care if its April Fool anymore. We are more into it when we were younger as what Wendy told me of her experience in class. As we grow older and older this kinda days are less and less meaningful to us. Not like we give a shit about Easter sunday or anything but thats just life, isnt it? We got much more meaningful things to worry about than April Fool.
Alright thats it for today, i guess... if i have anything else to say then i'll probably start a new post.
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