Thursday, April 3, 2008

Back Home on Thursday evening

Im back home after my 3hr class ends. Today's class was just creating an IPOD of our own with the picture of our favorite item. I chose my pc. Well i dont know what else to choose.

The work was done, it took me quite a while to finish it though as i seek help from Jing,Imran and Deborah.

Anxiety attack struck me again when im trying to sleep. Is not as bad as it used to be. But i still cant get my self to sleep as i cant breathe properly when it hits me. So i thought maybe this is a good time to blog.

The side effects of the medication im taking is very bad and that anxiety attack is only one of the many side effects that i fucking "KENA". Restlessness such as tremors and nervousness are also included in the mix to torture me.

But as im typing now... the anxiety gets less n less and eventually subside.
To overcome the anxiety attack i have to concentrate and focus on one thing at a time.

Hopefully tomorrow will be a good day as i awaits the arrival of my new graphic card!!!! I cant stop but stress so much on it because i really am looking forward to playing some of the latest games that i strive for.
Games such as Assassins Creed, Hellgate London, Crisis...Gears of War are some of the titles im looking forward to play.

I HAVE CLASS ON SATURDAY, and thats fucked up...... i hate waking up early on a saturday morning. There goes my friday night outing for 4 fucking months to come. Its friggin 9am - 12pm BM class. Its been so long since i last wrote anything in BM. Its been like 6yrs since i last written anything in BM and that was during my SPM year. I dont get it as to why do we still have to learn BM when we already graduated high school. Yeah i know this is only for those who doesnt get a credit for BM. But still its fucking ridiculous for me to take it now as i dont need it for my future endeavors. Maybe i do but i dont know. I just hate it so much that i already despise the subject even before i take it.

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