Its been more than a month now that i have posted anything. nothing much to write about. Holidays are over as i go back to class today. Im retaking Media,Culture and Society again as my cgpa is too low for me to graduate and im taking photo comm for the 3rd time.. omg i cant believe i fail again. For the pass month i havent been doing much as i only go out on the weekends for some drinking sessions with my friends.
tats all for now.. cheers...
Monday, August 11, 2008
Friday, July 4, 2008
Its all over
Phewww i must say... having done all my assignments in the past few days has been tiring. Now that all is done i feel like im too free and got nothing better to do.
Exam is around the corner.... is next next week... on the 15th of July exactly 11 days from now... I havent got much to talk about nowadays.. and havent got much to do as well. My weekends are spend watching tv series.. im watching Seinfeld now...is old but i aint got anything better to do :P
After going to the doctor, he has now agreed to let me reduce my dosage of Risperdal to 4mg per day. I was having 5mg a day then to 4.5mg and now 4mg. It is good news to me because the more Risperdal i take the more side effects of the drug i get. Its killing me alive. The side effects is so bad that i cant sleep at times. Today is friday and tmr is my last class for Bahasa Kebangsaan. I hate that class because its in the morning at 9am. And its on a saturday morning for God's sake. I've endured 13weeks of Bahasa Kebangsaan now that im at the final week is kinda like a big relieve.
Im worried about the upcoming exam im having as i have not prepared yet. Hopefully i can get my self to study and then grace it without any problem. Thats all for now... peace out!
Exam is around the corner.... is next next week... on the 15th of July exactly 11 days from now... I havent got much to talk about nowadays.. and havent got much to do as well. My weekends are spend watching tv series.. im watching Seinfeld now...is old but i aint got anything better to do :P
After going to the doctor, he has now agreed to let me reduce my dosage of Risperdal to 4mg per day. I was having 5mg a day then to 4.5mg and now 4mg. It is good news to me because the more Risperdal i take the more side effects of the drug i get. Its killing me alive. The side effects is so bad that i cant sleep at times. Today is friday and tmr is my last class for Bahasa Kebangsaan. I hate that class because its in the morning at 9am. And its on a saturday morning for God's sake. I've endured 13weeks of Bahasa Kebangsaan now that im at the final week is kinda like a big relieve.
Im worried about the upcoming exam im having as i have not prepared yet. Hopefully i can get my self to study and then grace it without any problem. Thats all for now... peace out!
Monday, June 16, 2008
Its been a while
Its been a while since i last post something because i really dont know what to write about. Nothing special or out of the ordinary happen so i guess there's nothing much to rant. All i can say is that the voices in my head came back once in a while. It was kinda irritating having to get through with it, because it constantly disturb me. I cant have a moment of peace with it trying to distract me or divert my attention to it.
I went to the doctor last week for follow up. He said that i can reduce my dosage of Risperdal(my medicine)to 4.5mg a day in 2weeks time. So i guess that's good news to me.
Its been 6months and i still hear voices...although not as much as it used to be but still i cant sleep or even sit properly when it hit me. All i can say is that i hope this illness will go away faster and that i can resume with my normal life without voices telling me what to do or what im doing. My mom kept asking me to do chanting and that it will go away even faster, but im too lazy for that. For now i can only hope that it doesnt come too often.
And for college...assignment datelines are pilling up and that i havent even started doing them yet. Im just plain lazy to start thing off. I need a boost from someone so that i can get it going. Everyday im just sitting at home doing nothing and watching reruns of FRIENDS. I've watch from Season 1 to Season 10 now...almost finish!! Thats how bored i am.
Euro 08 has arrived and i dont really have the mood to catch any of the match at all...i lost the appetite to watch a football match... i dont know why... maybe i'll catch one soon when the good teams are playing each other. As for now.. im just slacking at home shaking my balls off. And thats all for now... cheers!!
I went to the doctor last week for follow up. He said that i can reduce my dosage of Risperdal(my medicine)to 4.5mg a day in 2weeks time. So i guess that's good news to me.
Its been 6months and i still hear voices...although not as much as it used to be but still i cant sleep or even sit properly when it hit me. All i can say is that i hope this illness will go away faster and that i can resume with my normal life without voices telling me what to do or what im doing. My mom kept asking me to do chanting and that it will go away even faster, but im too lazy for that. For now i can only hope that it doesnt come too often.
And for college...assignment datelines are pilling up and that i havent even started doing them yet. Im just plain lazy to start thing off. I need a boost from someone so that i can get it going. Everyday im just sitting at home doing nothing and watching reruns of FRIENDS. I've watch from Season 1 to Season 10 now...almost finish!! Thats how bored i am.
Euro 08 has arrived and i dont really have the mood to catch any of the match at all...i lost the appetite to watch a football match... i dont know why... maybe i'll catch one soon when the good teams are playing each other. As for now.. im just slacking at home shaking my balls off. And thats all for now... cheers!!
Wednesday, June 4, 2008
Dateline,dateline, dateline
Assignments dateline is near and I havent yet done most of it. There are several more for Photo Comm class and 1 for Desktop Publishing class. The reason I delay and delay and not doing it is because im so bad at it that it scares me to even try. This friday is the last day to send in all of the assignments. Its the last day.
The voices that haunt me came back to irritate me yesterday. I couldnt sleep as usual until 5.30am. It was kinda bad.. i cant imagine having to go through that when im working. As for class i can just skip it. If im working then i wont be able to skip it as i please and that would be a big problem for me. Not enough sleep makes me cranky and is definitely not good for the health either.
I've been drinking too much now... think i better stop drinking for a while. If i continue on drinking like i did the last few weeks, the medication probably wouldnt work on me anymore. I dont wanna risk that happening to me because the voices,tremors and the anxiety attack is way too scary and is obviously bad for me. I couldnt handle it without the medication.
The voices that haunt me came back to irritate me yesterday. I couldnt sleep as usual until 5.30am. It was kinda bad.. i cant imagine having to go through that when im working. As for class i can just skip it. If im working then i wont be able to skip it as i please and that would be a big problem for me. Not enough sleep makes me cranky and is definitely not good for the health either.
I've been drinking too much now... think i better stop drinking for a while. If i continue on drinking like i did the last few weeks, the medication probably wouldnt work on me anymore. I dont wanna risk that happening to me because the voices,tremors and the anxiety attack is way too scary and is obviously bad for me. I couldnt handle it without the medication.
Monday, May 26, 2008
Week on Holiday
Well, well, well...finally our mid term exam's holidays. Its been a strenuous 2months in college and this holiday come at no better time. Assignments are pilling up as datelines are getting nearer and nearer. I've got work to do with 2 sets of photos needed to be send by me to the lecturer. Also coming up is the design of my poster for Desktop Publishing class.
Holidays are great but staying home all week doing nothing is boring. I'd rather go to class. Thats what i always tell myself when Im at home doing nothing. Most series are coming to an end or already ended such as Gossip Girl and Supernatural. Both are very good series to watch.
My birthday is coming... June the 2nd is the day. Dont know what im gonna do on the day it self though. Hopefully something nice turn up.
Holidays are great but staying home all week doing nothing is boring. I'd rather go to class. Thats what i always tell myself when Im at home doing nothing. Most series are coming to an end or already ended such as Gossip Girl and Supernatural. Both are very good series to watch.
My birthday is coming... June the 2nd is the day. Dont know what im gonna do on the day it self though. Hopefully something nice turn up.
Saturday, May 24, 2008
Another week at MOIS
This week i went to Mois again. This time with much much more people. Old friends such as Carl, Kian Ming was there. Around 10+ of us was there. Opened up to 4 bottles of Black Label. I was totally hammered yesterday. I drank a lot and it took me for like half an hour to get my self straight and drive home safely. When i reach home i couldnt sleep and i vomited few times. All in all it was a great night out again with the boys. The voices didnt really disturb me at all during my time in the club. Lotsa chicks there but i didnt go for any of them... just wash my eyes with them HEHEHE.
Monday, May 19, 2008
Back from KL
It was friday and i got on the bus to kl at 11am. I reach kl at around 3.30pm. 4 n a half hour ride. It was normal throughout and my leg tremors didnt disturb me at all. The bus company is Nice. It cost my mom around RM58 for 1 tix, it has since gone up from RM50. A huge mark up indeed. They gave us sandwich and a cake to eat and serve up to 3 types of drink such as a box of ice lemon tea, a box of water and half way thru the ride they offer us hot coffee.
I wanted to have the kfc located near the Nice headquaters but it wasnt there anymore. Apparently it was closed already. So i had to eat the nasi kandar at the KTM station. While waiting for my uncle to fetch us from there. I went to my uncle's house to rest for a while and had my dinner over there while i wait for my fren Wern Shen.
After Wern Shen picked me up from my uncle's place at Wangsa Maju we went to have another round of dinner because Wern Shen havent eat yet. Then we head off to RED BOX Plus in Pavillion. Pavillion is a new mall... a posh mall as Wern Shen said. Apparently his fren, which is a gay dude, is celebrating his birthday there in Red Box and he has to attend, so i follow along. The guy is Red FM's DJ Will Quah. I didnt sing at all or drink any alcohol the whole night. Half way thru the nite anxiety attack hit me and i couldnt enjoy the night properly.
We left early as i told Wern Shen that i wasnt feeling well... and we head to whack the super delicious Beef Noodle of KL. After that Wern Shen drive around kl showing me whats what and whos who of KL.
Then came saturday afternoon we went and get Burger King!! Things that i couldnt get in Penang. How sad is that... Penang without its very own Burger King outlet -__-. Then we went to One Utama to hook up with Wern Shen's friend Azrul. We lepak for a while in One Utama and then decided to go to Azrul's house and play Winning Eleven 08 on a PS3. He had only just bought the game so that we can all go play. How nice? lol.
After spending 2-3hrs playing Winning Eleven 08, we went to this food outlet on the road side called Williams. The food there was awesome. I dont know what i ordered as they have funky names for their food. I had chickens with mash potatoes though. The price for it is insanely expensive. Its RM20 for mine.. and the total bill for 3 person's food is RM106 including drinks.
Then we went home to get some rest. I was taking a nap and Wern Shen was heard cheering for Cardiff on the FA CUP final. The result didnt go his way as Cardiff succumb to a 1-0 defeat to Portsmouth. He woke me up at around 12 to go to another friends house to hang out. No clubbing for me as most of friends are out to genting and some of them just prefer to chill at home playing Winning Eleven 08 again. Wern Shen and Azrul hit some bongs while at their friends apartment.
At around 2+ we chow from the friend's apartment and headed to the Beef Noodle round 2. haha this time i managed to finish it up as i wasnt able to finish it on the first day. I had a medium size bow. Thats saturday for me. And on sunday afternoon we had nasi kandar at a mamak outlet called Kayu. I guess is the same management as the Kayu in Penang. The food was alright but it was expensive altogether. Living in kl for few days ...i spent around Rm50-60 on food. Compare to penang... i can probably gone through a week with RM60. HAha..
I then meet up with my mom in the Curve shopping mall. Then we went to KLCC to meet up with my mom friend's sister. I bought 2 t-shirts while at KLCC from TopMan. They was having a sale of up to 50% so i get hold of 2 tees. Then we went to Jalan Ipoh to have this Tai Lok Min and fried rice. On sunday night i slept at Aunty Angeline's house. Then came monday as we went out for a quick breakfast at around 10+am. Right after having breakfast we meet up with another friend of my moms at Mid Valley. We sat down in Coffee Bean for about an hour before leaving for the bus terminal at KTM station.
So there you go. My four days and 3 nights in KL. Thank you Wern Shen for your hospitality and hanging out with me for 2days.
I wanted to have the kfc located near the Nice headquaters but it wasnt there anymore. Apparently it was closed already. So i had to eat the nasi kandar at the KTM station. While waiting for my uncle to fetch us from there. I went to my uncle's house to rest for a while and had my dinner over there while i wait for my fren Wern Shen.
After Wern Shen picked me up from my uncle's place at Wangsa Maju we went to have another round of dinner because Wern Shen havent eat yet. Then we head off to RED BOX Plus in Pavillion. Pavillion is a new mall... a posh mall as Wern Shen said. Apparently his fren, which is a gay dude, is celebrating his birthday there in Red Box and he has to attend, so i follow along. The guy is Red FM's DJ Will Quah. I didnt sing at all or drink any alcohol the whole night. Half way thru the nite anxiety attack hit me and i couldnt enjoy the night properly.
We left early as i told Wern Shen that i wasnt feeling well... and we head to whack the super delicious Beef Noodle of KL. After that Wern Shen drive around kl showing me whats what and whos who of KL.
Then came saturday afternoon we went and get Burger King!! Things that i couldnt get in Penang. How sad is that... Penang without its very own Burger King outlet -__-. Then we went to One Utama to hook up with Wern Shen's friend Azrul. We lepak for a while in One Utama and then decided to go to Azrul's house and play Winning Eleven 08 on a PS3. He had only just bought the game so that we can all go play. How nice? lol.
After spending 2-3hrs playing Winning Eleven 08, we went to this food outlet on the road side called Williams. The food there was awesome. I dont know what i ordered as they have funky names for their food. I had chickens with mash potatoes though. The price for it is insanely expensive. Its RM20 for mine.. and the total bill for 3 person's food is RM106 including drinks.
Then we went home to get some rest. I was taking a nap and Wern Shen was heard cheering for Cardiff on the FA CUP final. The result didnt go his way as Cardiff succumb to a 1-0 defeat to Portsmouth. He woke me up at around 12 to go to another friends house to hang out. No clubbing for me as most of friends are out to genting and some of them just prefer to chill at home playing Winning Eleven 08 again. Wern Shen and Azrul hit some bongs while at their friends apartment.
At around 2+ we chow from the friend's apartment and headed to the Beef Noodle round 2. haha this time i managed to finish it up as i wasnt able to finish it on the first day. I had a medium size bow. Thats saturday for me. And on sunday afternoon we had nasi kandar at a mamak outlet called Kayu. I guess is the same management as the Kayu in Penang. The food was alright but it was expensive altogether. Living in kl for few days ...i spent around Rm50-60 on food. Compare to penang... i can probably gone through a week with RM60. HAha..
I then meet up with my mom in the Curve shopping mall. Then we went to KLCC to meet up with my mom friend's sister. I bought 2 t-shirts while at KLCC from TopMan. They was having a sale of up to 50% so i get hold of 2 tees. Then we went to Jalan Ipoh to have this Tai Lok Min and fried rice. On sunday night i slept at Aunty Angeline's house. Then came monday as we went out for a quick breakfast at around 10+am. Right after having breakfast we meet up with another friend of my moms at Mid Valley. We sat down in Coffee Bean for about an hour before leaving for the bus terminal at KTM station.
So there you go. My four days and 3 nights in KL. Thank you Wern Shen for your hospitality and hanging out with me for 2days.
Sunday, May 11, 2008
MOIS
HAHAHA finally.. i went to MOIS on saturday with Eugene and several old friends of mine. The place was pack as hell luckily we get to hang out in the VIP section. Heck.. even the vip section is full with people moving around nonstop. The smoke in the club is bad... very bad ventilation. It makes me eyes pain like fuck when im in there.
The design of the club is damn nice and they have beds in the vip section for us to sit or lie down. Awesome... the sound is also great with the bass blasting away with rnb songs. Im just glad i have finally been to MOIS now. HAHA it was a great night out.
Before we went to MOIS we were at this japanese restaurant drinking Sake. Wow... only 3 glasses i feel like im already hammered kao kao d. It was crazy. But the taste is a lil weird. It can be serve cold or hot which ever way we desired. Overall a very good night as i met some old friends and enjoyed it truly.
The design of the club is damn nice and they have beds in the vip section for us to sit or lie down. Awesome... the sound is also great with the bass blasting away with rnb songs. Im just glad i have finally been to MOIS now. HAHA it was a great night out.
Before we went to MOIS we were at this japanese restaurant drinking Sake. Wow... only 3 glasses i feel like im already hammered kao kao d. It was crazy. But the taste is a lil weird. It can be serve cold or hot which ever way we desired. Overall a very good night as i met some old friends and enjoyed it truly.
Friday, May 9, 2008
Mid term is over
Finally.. mid term is over. Both papers was "easy" but I did badly for Photo Communication. I totally cant think at all during the exam. Thats what happened when I dont study. Shit i might get as low as like 2 marks out of 20. That shit is scarring me and i cant get over it. Fuck i regret not studying for it. The other paper(desktop publishing) i did fairly well. Now i will have to focus more in my assignments to score more points for the finals.
Tiesto is here this week.... i dont get to go because of this stupid exam. It clashes with the time of Tiesto being here... Its a 2 day event starting on Friday which i have my mid term. Then today my friend Adrienne n Ganesh call me up asking me to join them for the day 2 rave telling me to hop on a bus and get a ride to Port Dickson. I rejected their offer as i dont wanna travel alone for so long. It will take me around 6hrs to reach PD from Penang.
Probably wouldnt see Tiesto again after this event... as i dont know when will he be coming back for more gigs.
Tiesto is here this week.... i dont get to go because of this stupid exam. It clashes with the time of Tiesto being here... Its a 2 day event starting on Friday which i have my mid term. Then today my friend Adrienne n Ganesh call me up asking me to join them for the day 2 rave telling me to hop on a bus and get a ride to Port Dickson. I rejected their offer as i dont wanna travel alone for so long. It will take me around 6hrs to reach PD from Penang.
Probably wouldnt see Tiesto again after this event... as i dont know when will he be coming back for more gigs.
Sunday, May 4, 2008
Another week goes by
Its Sunday again and I'm here all boring and dull having got nothing to do.
Most of my time was spent watching episodes of Entourage and Beverly Hills 90210. A recap of what i did was that i went out with my friends on saturday night to this KTV in gurney hotel that i used to frequent there. I had like 2 glasses of coke+chivas. Everytime i go there my mom send me this long as sms that is suppose to stop me from drinking while im there. GEezz n each time i take a sip of the liquor i can hear voices of my mom telling me not to drink. Scary indeed.
I left early at around 12.10 cause i was bored out of my mind as my friends all indulge in the drug activities. I couldnt take the bordem and seeing them doing it only makes me feel left out and tempting. So i rather take the bow. As for sunday... it is filled with 2 episodes of 90210 and sleep. I slept throughout the day as i got nothing to do. I'd better start reading for my upcoming Mid Term exam. But i'm lazy to get it started.
Hopefully once i start reading it will keep me going. Goodluck to myself!!
Most of my time was spent watching episodes of Entourage and Beverly Hills 90210. A recap of what i did was that i went out with my friends on saturday night to this KTV in gurney hotel that i used to frequent there. I had like 2 glasses of coke+chivas. Everytime i go there my mom send me this long as sms that is suppose to stop me from drinking while im there. GEezz n each time i take a sip of the liquor i can hear voices of my mom telling me not to drink. Scary indeed.
I left early at around 12.10 cause i was bored out of my mind as my friends all indulge in the drug activities. I couldnt take the bordem and seeing them doing it only makes me feel left out and tempting. So i rather take the bow. As for sunday... it is filled with 2 episodes of 90210 and sleep. I slept throughout the day as i got nothing to do. I'd better start reading for my upcoming Mid Term exam. But i'm lazy to get it started.
Hopefully once i start reading it will keep me going. Goodluck to myself!!
Sunday, April 27, 2008
Its weekend again
I cant believe how time flies...from 1 week to another just like that, and here I am blogging again. My saturday starts off with me going to college for my BM class which i left after the half hour break given by the lecturer. I couldnt stand going through another hour despite protest from Eugene that i should just stay on and not go home.
I left anyway. Sleepy as crazy... couldnt help it.
During the evening i went to Northam Beach Cafe to have dinner with my mom and brother.
I ordered Pasembur... to my surprise it cost me freaking RM13. Its the most expensive Pasembur ever. i mean i picked like 4-5 types of food and the amount he charges me is crazy.. i cant get over it not telling this to everyone. Maybe he miscalculated or something. I wouldnt know. Well my mom told me i should alwiz check the price first before ordering anything. SAD =(
Then i went to queensbay mall to find my fren BERN to have a drink with him. No alcohol this time, only orange juice. Thats saturday for me this week.
On sunday while i was lying down on my bed, my friend Steve called, and said that he needed some stuff from my car to help unscrew the nut from his sports rim. But when i reach there, the one in my car couldnt fit the hole therefore i have to fetch him through farlim to get to a tyre shop to get the mechanic to come to his house n help fixing it. I also got my aircond gas fix while i was at the tyre shop. After several months of delaying i finally get it done with.
I might not be going to the PD rave anymore as i dont have any friends from penang to go with and that my friend from kl is going with his boss... n i cant tag along him.
extra sad =(.
Thats all for now... peace out!
I left anyway. Sleepy as crazy... couldnt help it.
During the evening i went to Northam Beach Cafe to have dinner with my mom and brother.
I ordered Pasembur... to my surprise it cost me freaking RM13. Its the most expensive Pasembur ever. i mean i picked like 4-5 types of food and the amount he charges me is crazy.. i cant get over it not telling this to everyone. Maybe he miscalculated or something. I wouldnt know. Well my mom told me i should alwiz check the price first before ordering anything. SAD =(
Then i went to queensbay mall to find my fren BERN to have a drink with him. No alcohol this time, only orange juice. Thats saturday for me this week.
On sunday while i was lying down on my bed, my friend Steve called, and said that he needed some stuff from my car to help unscrew the nut from his sports rim. But when i reach there, the one in my car couldnt fit the hole therefore i have to fetch him through farlim to get to a tyre shop to get the mechanic to come to his house n help fixing it. I also got my aircond gas fix while i was at the tyre shop. After several months of delaying i finally get it done with.
I might not be going to the PD rave anymore as i dont have any friends from penang to go with and that my friend from kl is going with his boss... n i cant tag along him.
extra sad =(.
Thats all for now... peace out!
Tuesday, April 22, 2008
Lightheadedness is Gone
Its been a week since i last post anything here. Nothing much have been going on with my life right now. Therefore there arent much stuff for me to write about.
Today I went to see the doctor again in Adventist Hospital. Usual routine follow up to my illness. I was in for like 5mins then out again as Dr. Prem Kumar tell me to continue my current dosage of medicine as he could not increase my Risperdal because of the side effects that had been hitting me.
He also said that i should not drink again until further notice because the medication i take would not work if i continue drinking. That's bad news for me =(. No more KTV night out for me i guess, unless i opted to drink fruitjuice or Coke when i'm there. He said thats the reason why the voices are back to haunt me. Much less voices now compared to the last time. The lightheadedness that occurred seem to have go away completely as i do not feel it anymore when i get up from my bed.
Midterm examination is coming soon and i need to know the dates as i wanted to go for a rave at Admiral Marina in Port Dickson. The event is held for 2 days, on the 9th and 10th of May. With Tiesto headlining both days with Ferry Corsten on the 9th and Cosmic Gate on the 10th. I'm still waiting for my friends answer to see if he is driving over to PD. Hopefully he drives then i get to tag along.
Oh ya.. one sad thing is that my desktop is now having problem installing WINDOWS. Software or hardware failure... etc.. not too sure what the fuck happened to it. Have to send it for repair tommorow. Esssh I hate it as I tried endlessly to get Windows installed but it doesnt work. Fucking down!..And yeah i watch Forbidden Kingdom yesterday. It was nice with many fighting scenes. Although it look abit fake at times but still i enjoy the movie throughout. I was surprised they film it in english. I thought it was made in cantonese. Both the main actors looked old in the movie..But still they capture the audience with their fighting.
Thats it for now. Ciaoz the maos
Today I went to see the doctor again in Adventist Hospital. Usual routine follow up to my illness. I was in for like 5mins then out again as Dr. Prem Kumar tell me to continue my current dosage of medicine as he could not increase my Risperdal because of the side effects that had been hitting me.
He also said that i should not drink again until further notice because the medication i take would not work if i continue drinking. That's bad news for me =(. No more KTV night out for me i guess, unless i opted to drink fruitjuice or Coke when i'm there. He said thats the reason why the voices are back to haunt me. Much less voices now compared to the last time. The lightheadedness that occurred seem to have go away completely as i do not feel it anymore when i get up from my bed.
Midterm examination is coming soon and i need to know the dates as i wanted to go for a rave at Admiral Marina in Port Dickson. The event is held for 2 days, on the 9th and 10th of May. With Tiesto headlining both days with Ferry Corsten on the 9th and Cosmic Gate on the 10th. I'm still waiting for my friends answer to see if he is driving over to PD. Hopefully he drives then i get to tag along.
Oh ya.. one sad thing is that my desktop is now having problem installing WINDOWS. Software or hardware failure... etc.. not too sure what the fuck happened to it. Have to send it for repair tommorow. Esssh I hate it as I tried endlessly to get Windows installed but it doesnt work. Fucking down!..And yeah i watch Forbidden Kingdom yesterday. It was nice with many fighting scenes. Although it look abit fake at times but still i enjoy the movie throughout. I was surprised they film it in english. I thought it was made in cantonese. Both the main actors looked old in the movie..But still they capture the audience with their fighting.
Thats it for now. Ciaoz the maos
Wednesday, April 16, 2008
Movie day...
I went for a movie outing today with Jing and Roy, watching Street Kings. It was a great movie. Really enjoyed it. Keanu Reeves was awesome(one my fav actor) in the movie as well as Forest Whitaker. Imran couldnt make it in the last minute so yeah only the 3 of us went for the movie.
Its been awhile now that I go for movies on wednesday or on monday because i dont have class on those days.
Lets go back to my voices, hmmm... still there disturbing me as usual and yesterday for the first time i feel lightheaded (thats wat my mom said it is) I feel dizzy when i got up from my bed. It was scary because i thought i was gonna fall every time i try to stand up. I couldnt bend down as it would make me real dizzy and that it take quite a while for me to get through it. The head rush i get from it was bad and freaky.
Thats it for now... watching American Idol half way and the friggin rain is stopping me from watching ..aaarrghhh....
Its been awhile now that I go for movies on wednesday or on monday because i dont have class on those days.
Lets go back to my voices, hmmm... still there disturbing me as usual and yesterday for the first time i feel lightheaded (thats wat my mom said it is) I feel dizzy when i got up from my bed. It was scary because i thought i was gonna fall every time i try to stand up. I couldnt bend down as it would make me real dizzy and that it take quite a while for me to get through it. The head rush i get from it was bad and freaky.
Thats it for now... watching American Idol half way and the friggin rain is stopping me from watching ..aaarrghhh....
Saturday, April 12, 2008
Weekends
On friday for Photo Comm. class we went out for a field trip in Campbell street to take photos. It was crazy hot as the event starts at 3.30pm till 5.30pm. Even b4 5pm most people had left Campbell street and me and a group of friends went to have ICE Kacang and Chendol instead.
We left for the dessert without Imran and as we eat we were thinking of how to find him along Campbell Street. He was too caught up with taking pictures that we abandoned him and let him do his thing :P
We found him after a search or two... then we went back to the car park where Mike park his car. lol. He ask me how much is it gonna cost him for parking and i jokingly said RM5 ( which is a lot already) The bill end up to be like RM9 for 3hrs of parking and i was laughing my ass off when i saw it written in the board 1 hr RM3.
Its saturday again.. and im stuck at home as usual. We will be going out to my soon for dinner at my friends house. Thats about it for now... will rant more if anything comes up.
We left for the dessert without Imran and as we eat we were thinking of how to find him along Campbell Street. He was too caught up with taking pictures that we abandoned him and let him do his thing :P
We found him after a search or two... then we went back to the car park where Mike park his car. lol. He ask me how much is it gonna cost him for parking and i jokingly said RM5 ( which is a lot already) The bill end up to be like RM9 for 3hrs of parking and i was laughing my ass off when i saw it written in the board 1 hr RM3.
Its saturday again.. and im stuck at home as usual. We will be going out to my soon for dinner at my friends house. Thats about it for now... will rant more if anything comes up.
Tuesday, April 8, 2008
Week 3 in college
Time flies as i head in to week 3 of college. Photo and Desktop classes have been dull and boring to me. Nothing interesting took place just yet. This friday we will have our first field trip at Campbell Street. I hope it will be an interesting outing as learning Photo Comm. in class is totally boring.
I have difficulties learning In Design CS too, as i constantly needed help from Jing to finish up my work. I hate buttons.
Oh yeah.. and on Sunday night i went out for a drinking session. Voices filled my head when I reached Gurney Hotel KTV. (a place i used to hangout alot). I taste my first drink of alcohol in 4months+. It was nice.... me and my friend had Chivas(Whisky) that night. We played dice poker all night long. I was HIGH, nuff said.
My mom called and kept asking me not to drink. Sweat. But i drank anyway. I left the KTV at around 11.30pm and went to Ali Mamak and have my supper. I had Roti Hong Kong with Sausages n Cheese. It was mediocre at most i would say. I reached home at around 12.30am. I had difficulties sleeping at first then i went online instead. I finally went to bed after an hour of chit chatting online.
I have difficulties learning In Design CS too, as i constantly needed help from Jing to finish up my work. I hate buttons.
Oh yeah.. and on Sunday night i went out for a drinking session. Voices filled my head when I reached Gurney Hotel KTV. (a place i used to hangout alot). I taste my first drink of alcohol in 4months+. It was nice.... me and my friend had Chivas(Whisky) that night. We played dice poker all night long. I was HIGH, nuff said.
My mom called and kept asking me not to drink. Sweat. But i drank anyway. I left the KTV at around 11.30pm and went to Ali Mamak and have my supper. I had Roti Hong Kong with Sausages n Cheese. It was mediocre at most i would say. I reached home at around 12.30am. I had difficulties sleeping at first then i went online instead. I finally went to bed after an hour of chit chatting online.
Saturday, April 5, 2008
Game testing...
HAHA with newly upgraded pc comes new games to test. I bought Hellgate London at first.. but it couldnt install in my pc so i went to change the cd today.. but its still not working properly. I got no idea why. My com hangs when i insert the cd. So i'll have to go change again for the 2nd time, hopefully it will work then.
Then i bought CRYSIS n ASSASINS CREED... both game performs well with my current pc.. muahahahah ... very happy although i didnt play much of the game just yet.
I went to Infogate again today thought that my ram was in store.. but it turn out that the guy had it all mix up. He thought the ram had arrived. So to make it up to me he will now send the ram to my house and have RM5 taken off the original price of the ram! YAY!! Theres no need for me to drive all over to pulau tikus to get it anymore.
Then i bought CRYSIS n ASSASINS CREED... both game performs well with my current pc.. muahahahah ... very happy although i didnt play much of the game just yet.
I went to Infogate again today thought that my ram was in store.. but it turn out that the guy had it all mix up. He thought the ram had arrived. So to make it up to me he will now send the ram to my house and have RM5 taken off the original price of the ram! YAY!! Theres no need for me to drive all over to pulau tikus to get it anymore.
Friday, April 4, 2008
So close yet so far
The wait for my new graphic card has ended as i went over to Infogate's office to collect my new card. All seems well until i found out that my pc is actually running on 2 512mb DDR400 ram. Which means i cant add another 1gb DDR2 ram because it need to be both of the same capacity to run.
So there you go...after all the hassle i thought i could finally enjoy my pc with newly upgraded graphic cards n ram, it didnt happen. So now i'll have to get 2 1gb DDR2 rams instead. That would cost me RM130 a piece. Well the wait is there again for the ram to be ordered by Infogate.
I didnt sleep well last nite as i suffered anxiety attack again. It was so disruptive that i stay awake till 6 am in the morning and eventually fell asleep till around 11am.
As for today.... the class has been dull as there are no lecture and we are sent to take photographs of alphabets. We are being let off early by Aaron Goh, thats the only bright side of today's class anyway.
So there you go...after all the hassle i thought i could finally enjoy my pc with newly upgraded graphic cards n ram, it didnt happen. So now i'll have to get 2 1gb DDR2 rams instead. That would cost me RM130 a piece. Well the wait is there again for the ram to be ordered by Infogate.
I didnt sleep well last nite as i suffered anxiety attack again. It was so disruptive that i stay awake till 6 am in the morning and eventually fell asleep till around 11am.
As for today.... the class has been dull as there are no lecture and we are sent to take photographs of alphabets. We are being let off early by Aaron Goh, thats the only bright side of today's class anyway.
Thursday, April 3, 2008
Back Home on Thursday evening
Im back home after my 3hr class ends. Today's class was just creating an IPOD of our own with the picture of our favorite item. I chose my pc. Well i dont know what else to choose.
The work was done, it took me quite a while to finish it though as i seek help from Jing,Imran and Deborah.
Anxiety attack struck me again when im trying to sleep. Is not as bad as it used to be. But i still cant get my self to sleep as i cant breathe properly when it hits me. So i thought maybe this is a good time to blog.
The side effects of the medication im taking is very bad and that anxiety attack is only one of the many side effects that i fucking "KENA". Restlessness such as tremors and nervousness are also included in the mix to torture me.
But as im typing now... the anxiety gets less n less and eventually subside.
To overcome the anxiety attack i have to concentrate and focus on one thing at a time.
Hopefully tomorrow will be a good day as i awaits the arrival of my new graphic card!!!! I cant stop but stress so much on it because i really am looking forward to playing some of the latest games that i strive for.
Games such as Assassins Creed, Hellgate London, Crisis...Gears of War are some of the titles im looking forward to play.
I HAVE CLASS ON SATURDAY, and thats fucked up...... i hate waking up early on a saturday morning. There goes my friday night outing for 4 fucking months to come. Its friggin 9am - 12pm BM class. Its been so long since i last wrote anything in BM. Its been like 6yrs since i last written anything in BM and that was during my SPM year. I dont get it as to why do we still have to learn BM when we already graduated high school. Yeah i know this is only for those who doesnt get a credit for BM. But still its fucking ridiculous for me to take it now as i dont need it for my future endeavors. Maybe i do but i dont know. I just hate it so much that i already despise the subject even before i take it.
The work was done, it took me quite a while to finish it though as i seek help from Jing,Imran and Deborah.
Anxiety attack struck me again when im trying to sleep. Is not as bad as it used to be. But i still cant get my self to sleep as i cant breathe properly when it hits me. So i thought maybe this is a good time to blog.
The side effects of the medication im taking is very bad and that anxiety attack is only one of the many side effects that i fucking "KENA". Restlessness such as tremors and nervousness are also included in the mix to torture me.
But as im typing now... the anxiety gets less n less and eventually subside.
To overcome the anxiety attack i have to concentrate and focus on one thing at a time.
Hopefully tomorrow will be a good day as i awaits the arrival of my new graphic card!!!! I cant stop but stress so much on it because i really am looking forward to playing some of the latest games that i strive for.
Games such as Assassins Creed, Hellgate London, Crisis...Gears of War are some of the titles im looking forward to play.
I HAVE CLASS ON SATURDAY, and thats fucked up...... i hate waking up early on a saturday morning. There goes my friday night outing for 4 fucking months to come. Its friggin 9am - 12pm BM class. Its been so long since i last wrote anything in BM. Its been like 6yrs since i last written anything in BM and that was during my SPM year. I dont get it as to why do we still have to learn BM when we already graduated high school. Yeah i know this is only for those who doesnt get a credit for BM. But still its fucking ridiculous for me to take it now as i dont need it for my future endeavors. Maybe i do but i dont know. I just hate it so much that i already despise the subject even before i take it.
Another day at work
Im now in class doing my Deskstop Publishing work with InDesign CS. I hate using it, and yeah thats the bottom line.
I'm no good with any of the Adobes programs wat so ever. Im totally confused with all the buttons and keys.
I woke up today with the message of my new graphic card has arrived. But it turned out to be the wrong one because what I ordered was 512mb and what the guy got in hand was a 256mb card. So there you go.. i'll have to wait for another day. I cant believe it... its such a simple task ordering a card and they got it all mix up so easily. Im like fuck? 1 more day?
The dude ask me if i wanted the 256mb card instead or wait for another day.. well of course i'll wait. He just wanna get rid of the card he didnt order right or saves up petrol for the supplier. :P
I'm no good with any of the Adobes programs wat so ever. Im totally confused with all the buttons and keys.
I woke up today with the message of my new graphic card has arrived. But it turned out to be the wrong one because what I ordered was 512mb and what the guy got in hand was a 256mb card. So there you go.. i'll have to wait for another day. I cant believe it... its such a simple task ordering a card and they got it all mix up so easily. Im like fuck? 1 more day?
The dude ask me if i wanted the 256mb card instead or wait for another day.. well of course i'll wait. He just wanna get rid of the card he didnt order right or saves up petrol for the supplier. :P
Tuesday, April 1, 2008
Tuesday's blue
Well let me start today's ranting with what's going on with my voices. There has been very little voices today, so im glad it didnt interfere with me trying to pay attention in class or interacting with anyone. Sometimes its so bad i just couldnt face anyone. (yah like i pay attention in class, but i do, i really really do!!)
Today has been mediocre at most as both classes are lecture classes and there hasnt been any work going on for me to indulge in. Nothing much is done today as I was dissapointed that i couldnt get my desktop upgraded today.
Yeah... Im upgrading my desktop .. haha for gaming of course (duh!)
1gb Kingmax ram n nVidia Geforce 8600GT 512mb graphic card is on the way.
I should have called the sale person of Infogate earlier as he need to order the graphic card, and it takes like 2 days to arrive. So now i'll have to wait till Thursday to get it done with.
So many games that i have been longing to play will be able to play by the time my pc is upgraded!!!
Oh yah and today sitting beside wendy was a mistake as i went through another day of "girl-abuse-guy" . (HAHA if she read this, she's gonna be like wtf?) The random hitting and slapping comes without warning, its dangerous sitting with them nowadays... any girl for that matter.
Today is April Fool day... nothing happen in college anyway.. no pranks no bluffs no headaches. Not that i know off anyway. Is like no one care if its April Fool anymore. We are more into it when we were younger as what Wendy told me of her experience in class. As we grow older and older this kinda days are less and less meaningful to us. Not like we give a shit about Easter sunday or anything but thats just life, isnt it? We got much more meaningful things to worry about than April Fool.
Alright thats it for today, i guess... if i have anything else to say then i'll probably start a new post.
Today has been mediocre at most as both classes are lecture classes and there hasnt been any work going on for me to indulge in. Nothing much is done today as I was dissapointed that i couldnt get my desktop upgraded today.
Yeah... Im upgrading my desktop .. haha for gaming of course (duh!)
1gb Kingmax ram n nVidia Geforce 8600GT 512mb graphic card is on the way.
I should have called the sale person of Infogate earlier as he need to order the graphic card, and it takes like 2 days to arrive. So now i'll have to wait till Thursday to get it done with.
So many games that i have been longing to play will be able to play by the time my pc is upgraded!!!
Oh yah and today sitting beside wendy was a mistake as i went through another day of "girl-abuse-guy" . (HAHA if she read this, she's gonna be like wtf?) The random hitting and slapping comes without warning, its dangerous sitting with them nowadays... any girl for that matter.
Today is April Fool day... nothing happen in college anyway.. no pranks no bluffs no headaches. Not that i know off anyway. Is like no one care if its April Fool anymore. We are more into it when we were younger as what Wendy told me of her experience in class. As we grow older and older this kinda days are less and less meaningful to us. Not like we give a shit about Easter sunday or anything but thats just life, isnt it? We got much more meaningful things to worry about than April Fool.
Alright thats it for today, i guess... if i have anything else to say then i'll probably start a new post.
Sunday, March 30, 2008
Boring Sunday
Today I visited a friend of mine who has been bed/wheel chair ridden for 5 years now. Today is the first time i ever visited him in his house. WTF?
I did though visit him in the hospital when he first met with an accident which caused his paralyzed from the waist down. I know i know.... after 5 yrs? Why today?
But thats me... I wanted to visit him long time ago but laziness caught up to me. B4 that I was always delaying the visit.
Seeing him after 5yrs makes me wonder how fast time flies. I cant imagine so many years has passed and yet i'm still the same old me.
Nothing much to rant about, as it was just another boring Sunday. (SSDD) same shit different day!
I did though visit him in the hospital when he first met with an accident which caused his paralyzed from the waist down. I know i know.... after 5 yrs? Why today?
But thats me... I wanted to visit him long time ago but laziness caught up to me. B4 that I was always delaying the visit.
Seeing him after 5yrs makes me wonder how fast time flies. I cant imagine so many years has passed and yet i'm still the same old me.
Nothing much to rant about, as it was just another boring Sunday. (SSDD) same shit different day!
Saturday, March 29, 2008
Saturday Night, yah right!
Its saturday night and im all homey all over again as i battle my 4months long schizophrenia illness. For those who has known me, they should for awhile now, know that i succumb to this mental illness. Its been a very long suffering 4months that i have endured and that i would say that i went through hell on earth with this illness still lingers around me.
With the help of medication I can now go through each day with minimal fuss. But still the "voices" in my head are still there disrupting my daily life. After a while you will know that i tend to rant about my "voices" very often as it is now a part of my life.
Almost 3 years of substance abuse such as ecstacy caught me up with schizophrenia and God knows the amount of pills i pop. and the damage done to my brain. One odd thing abut me is that although i wouldnt normally advice anyone to take ecstacy, but through out my 3 years experiencing life and its turmoil, i fucking enjoyed it, till its last drop. I had one of my best days, as i would call it my "heydays of substance abuse" .
As for now i can only reminiscing of how much pleasure i would get from abusing those street drugs again. My mind still lingers for those euphoria like feeling i hunger for more. The high life of night life is not the path for me anymore and the thought of taking such substance has already surpassed me. Thank God for that. Peace out !
With the help of medication I can now go through each day with minimal fuss. But still the "voices" in my head are still there disrupting my daily life. After a while you will know that i tend to rant about my "voices" very often as it is now a part of my life.
Almost 3 years of substance abuse such as ecstacy caught me up with schizophrenia and God knows the amount of pills i pop. and the damage done to my brain. One odd thing abut me is that although i wouldnt normally advice anyone to take ecstacy, but through out my 3 years experiencing life and its turmoil, i fucking enjoyed it, till its last drop. I had one of my best days, as i would call it my "heydays of substance abuse" .
As for now i can only reminiscing of how much pleasure i would get from abusing those street drugs again. My mind still lingers for those euphoria like feeling i hunger for more. The high life of night life is not the path for me anymore and the thought of taking such substance has already surpassed me. Thank God for that. Peace out !
Getting started
all right, after a long nag on I should actually start my own blog from my friend Deborah, I decided that the time is now. I should blog as I have too much time to spare during my days and nights of loneliness. Instead of just chatting away, i can now feel the euphoria of writing in my blog ranting about things that i like and doesn't like.
So it seems... i've come to the point where i stare at the computer screen of mine for several hours without doing anything talking to myself (yah! some imaginary Buddha is talking to me, beat that mofo!!)
Nothing much to say as Im going out now to help my friend get his girlfriend passport done, so im off for now. Im only doing this because deborah "bising" at me and into writing my own blog. Alright there you go my first blog entry is so lame and filled with emptiness. Thanks to you Deborah, now im one of youS people. (muahaha)
So it seems... i've come to the point where i stare at the computer screen of mine for several hours without doing anything talking to myself (yah! some imaginary Buddha is talking to me, beat that mofo!!)
Nothing much to say as Im going out now to help my friend get his girlfriend passport done, so im off for now. Im only doing this because deborah "bising" at me and into writing my own blog. Alright there you go my first blog entry is so lame and filled with emptiness. Thanks to you Deborah, now im one of youS people. (muahaha)
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